Scott Hendisons Blogger blog in Blogland

this is actually not a comment but i need help to deal with "RETARDS" around me. well if someone listens to your every move or try to subliminally be stupid or just crawls under you skin and try to convert you to be just like them. how is it possible for that person to even breathe and stand after that incident or accomplish something. im saying these things because it just happen right now and it just seams like opposite polars never attract anyways. you know. I understand a lot but seems like when a person (me) try to rise they like to pull the rug from underneath you i see the little reminders they remind me of or is it just to have the higher hand of respect because they end up coming to me anyways when they need help with put on a "GOOD FACED" IMAGE with there friends but when it comes to the FAMILY they treat that word like dirt. i just don't understand is it just because they want something for the moment or are they just grudging about something bad that happened in the past or they use that for an excuse because they cant help themselves because seems like reality SCARES THE CRAP OUT OF THEM. oh yeah there problaby reading my every word here RIGHT NOW. I THINK I CAME TO A CONCLUSION OF OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER. THEY ME WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM LIKE THERE NOTHING BUT STILL REMIND YOU WHY YOU DO I REALLY WANT TO SAY "WELL BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING AND NOTHING YOU'LL BE" BBUT ITS JUST THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WHERE YOU CANT SAY NOTHING TO OR ELSE THERES PROBLEMS AND WILL ALWAYS BE. THEY WOULD ALSO LOOK FOR DIRT OR ANYTHING BAD THAT TRIGGERS THEM BECAUSE I SEE EVERYDAY THERE GUARDS UP BUT I KNOW BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO SAY IT BECAUSE THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE ARE JUST A WASTE OF MY BREATHE AND TIME. SO WHAT SHOULD I DO EMAIL ME HERE PABKOJDIM@YAHOO.COM